You are much richer than you realize! We are sharers and partakers of the fullness of Jesus' inheritance. It's not yours because of accomplishments, but it is through Christ and in Christ.
Where is that blessing that you encountered when you first met the Lord? Have you thrown away the gift of God like a stone...
The Gospel of Jesus Christ, here it is! Jesus came for you and He had you in mind when He came to this world....
The devil always moves as a fallen one: cursed and on his belly! Defeated! That is his destined position. But the children of God...